Operator I love to see your face pressed up against the glass

chazisyourlover @ 2005-11-09T19:19:00

2005-11-10T00:26:46Z

Apocalypse Now

Mark My Words

♥

chazisyourlover @ 2005-11-08T21:57:00

2005-11-09T03:02:46Z

i wore these shoes during winter...they didn't keep my feet warm

chazisyourlover @ 2005-10-26T23:02:00

2005-10-27T03:08:18Z

She holds on to me
Like warm blankets and sheets
Just like when it gets too cold.
When alcohol
Tells me “you lost all your friends”
She removes all my tears
Then she softly whispers “I’ll be your best friend”
Sometimes I come to realize
That my family is so far away
Then she holds and kisses my forehead
And gives me a reason to live for one more day
I know that sometimes
I scream words that I don’t mean
Or not even mention words that I mean
But remember angel I’ll always be
That boy with the green starting line t-shirt and a skateboard by his side
That you met at the movies

chazisyourlover @ 2005-10-26T19:08:00

2005-10-27T02:11:21Z

I LISTENED TO EVERY WORD
AS IF MY LIFE DEPENDED ON IT

sometimes i wish that i still had a chance to grow up like everybody else

FINE.

chazisyourlover @ 2005-10-20T18:35:00

2005-10-20T22:35:31Z

chazisyourlover @ 2005-10-13T22:25:00

2005-10-14T02:26:24Z

this is what i do when i suppost to write my paper

FINE.

chazisyourlover @ 2005-10-13T22:20:00

2005-10-14T02:22:15Z

taken and edited by my

FINE.

chazisyourlover @ 2005-10-12T23:00:00

2005-10-13T05:01:33Z

major fuckup

FINE.

chazisyourlover @ 2005-10-11T20:49:00

2005-10-12T00:56:46Z

im not an ARTIST

This is just a HOBBY

FINE.

BROTHER IN ARMS

2005-10-08T07:30:53Z

Why do good guys always end last?

I’m facing the edge of world and everything seems to be in flames’ every breath I inhale with all the ashes filling my lungs end up exhaling everything good that’s left and it doesn’t look like much. Mother remember me your first born that you let go at the age of twelve with my father now becoming a man and your missing it all. What happened to all my friends when I needed the most? Calling for someone that might not even exist...maybe a friend or maybe just some person in my phonebook. I blame this one again on them...my father...my mother for not taking me back home at fourteen when I opened the door they said I would be better of somewhere else, than I lost all of my friends that I had since second grade. Starting a new life three times is a job that I shouldn’t have taken now I’m here fixing something they broke. Dear friends I would have taken a black eye for you but now I’m here ready to get broken and bruised at the end of this table but where are you? This is what I get when I get sent away to another country at a young age. Oh love thank you for telling me all I wont to do is start another complication when I needed you the most its all right drink up with your friends the once I didn’t have. I haven’t felt like this since my first broken heart in the 2nd grade this is the last feeling that I felt when I was I young and I wont to hold on to for one more day.

Father and Mother where’s is my brother that I’m supposed to watch grow, play baseball, fight for the remote control ,walk into when he is making out with his girl, buy him a graduation present, tell him became a man and not a low life, and...

Love I’m injecting myself all those silly colorful pills and now sobering up the alcohol that poisoned my brain last night. Two years was supposed to mean much more but I sent myself to sleep not by free will...I love you

Friends this is the last of me you'll see
But not last you'll hear

Thank You Life For Everything You Brought To Me

Please watch him smile and grow into a man
I will never forgive if you send him away but I’ll bare that you did it to me

Fine (of all of my life)

chazisyourlover @ 2005-09-28T22:14:00

2005-09-29T05:19:28Z

nobody can break us you can try but you wont succeed

oh yeah i buy her candy

FINE.

chazisyourlover @ 2005-09-16T01:15:00

2005-09-15T17:11:43Z

what if the sky came falling down one day?

FINE.

chazisyourlover @ 2005-09-12T15:35:00

2005-09-12T19:35:49Z

SMORES POPTARTS ARE THE SHIT!

FINE.

chazisyourlover @ 2005-09-11T21:32:00

2005-09-12T02:25:55Z

Its my new bestfriend and i named her Lila Coktail,she wants to come home with me, she licks my face and bites my fingers but she doesnt hurt them...she loves to dance with me.
PLEASE LET ME TAKE HER HOME WITH ME

My pooface makes faces like nobodies business

FINE.

chazisyourlover @ 2005-09-06T14:44:00

2005-09-06T18:47:25Z

i like to have sex

chazisyourlover @ 2005-09-05T13:23:00

2005-09-05T17:27:24Z

i never thought that being happy ment forever

your my favorite rollercoaster

FINE.

chazisyourlover @ 2005-09-03T13:58:00

2005-09-03T17:58:57Z

she likes to make a scene like i said "they came to me" FINE.

chazisyourlover @ 2005-08-26T00:37:00

2005-08-26T04:45:25Z

She told me that her favorite colors are blue and green
Like the sky and her eyes
And the silly dress that she wears
I told her she looks like a princess

FINE.

chazisyourlover @ 2005-08-03T02:29:00

2005-08-03T06:34:32Z

Cariannes Count Down:
1 DAY

because you're so beautiful ♥

i missher

♥

chazisyourlover @ 2005-08-02T01:51:00

2005-08-02T05:53:42Z

Cariannes Count Down:
2 DAYS

we live like rockstars and we leave everyone behind

♥

chazisyourlover @ 2005-07-31T23:38:00

2005-08-01T03:41:07Z

Cariannes Count Down:
3 DAYS

i drew carianne because im an artist =)

3 more days yayyyy

♥

chazisyourlover @ 2005-07-31T03:54:00

2005-07-31T08:00:41Z

Cariannes Count Down:
4 DAYS

i made you in pretty pretty pretty colors

♥

FINE.

chazisyourlover @ 2005-07-30T04:38:00

2005-07-30T08:41:41Z

Cariannes Count Down:
5 DAYS

WE ARE IN

LOVE

Your just jealous because we are young and in love

♥

FINE.

chazisyourlover @ 2005-07-29T04:16:00

2005-07-29T08:20:53Z

Cariannes Count Down:
6 DAYS

i miss the way she laughs when she knows she said something really weird and stupid

i miss the way she calls me while at work and tries to keep me on the phone

i miss the way she gets mad at me for silly little things

i miss the way she tries to keep me on the phone at 2 o'clock in the morning after work

i miss the way she sounds half asleep

i miss the way she doesnt pay attention to some of the things i tell her on the phone while she is myspacing away

♥

FINE.

chazisyourlover @ 2005-07-28T00:44:00

2005-07-28T04:59:57Z

Cariannes Count Down:
7 DAYS

she left me 3 voice mails that im going to listen to every night

♥

FINE.